1st, How One Views the World...
"You're just too
gosh darn innocent. And there's just nothing right with that." It was as
if to say, ‘You? Of all people. You’re
just too innocent. Just too wet-behind the ears in this world, to have been
given this diagnosis. It should have been me, not you.’ On Christmas morning
2019, I did say that to him, privately.
Then came November 23rd, 2019. The day of my husband’s first diagnosis of being terminal. There was no cure. There was only prayer, with our steering to gain quality and to perhaps lengthen his life via nutrition and proper activity. As well, keeping the stress levels low. Which those of us with children. Especially when raising teenagers, may be able to attest to the stresses that are posed with raising teenagers wanting independence.